I don't really feel like writing anything complex today. I simply want to take a nap. I have been stuck in the house so much this summer because of lack of money, that I am beginning to wonder how bad I really want a job. As soon as I think that thought I want to kick myself. I can't go without a job! But maybe instead of questioning if I want one, maybe I am gearing myself up for the possibility of not getting one. UGH. The idea of diving into a classroom with a bunch of kids without any prep time scares me to death! I could be getting lesson plans ready now, but I don't know what age or class I will be teaching. I really don't want to sub again. Especially not with the new automated call system. You get less choice of where you go or who you sub for.
Oh, randomness on a summer day! I wish I were kicking it on some big back porch out in the country! Someday...someday.
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